Comfort von Gepo (Twin-story to "Hurt") ================================================================================ Kapitel 11: Love and tears -------------------------- Kagami took a step back from the bed to take off his shirt. His body always pleasantly smelled of Alpha but the visual was what got Kuroko aroused. His redhead had developed nicely. He was nearly seventeen, already nearing the two meter mark but what was most remarkable were those shoulders. Midorima, Murasakibara, Kise and Aomine were all tall but they were slender. They had muscles but those were like cat muscles – slim. Kagami was pure buff muscle mass, had broad shoulders and amazing abs. Everytime Kuroko saw them he wanted to touch. Same with those thighs who held Kagami's amazing jumping power. It was nice to see them move under his skin while he took off his jeans and socks. He only kept his boxers on before returning to bed. He climbed up to sit beside Kuroko and reached for him. The other closed his eyes but opened them in surprise when he found himself in a sitting position. Oh sure, his shirt. Kagami most likely wanted to take off his shirt. He did so and the other carelessly threw it over his shoulder. Instead of getting him to lie down again, Kagami took his hands and placed them on his breast. Kuroko blinked in surprise. What was expected here? He looked up with a questioning gaze. “You looked like you wanted to explore for a bit. Was that right?” Oh, that not-being-oblivious-thing again. Kuroko smiled and began to poke at Kagami's muscles through his skin. So they were taking this slow. He liked that. He should use the opportunity for however long it lasted. God, he wished he had such muscles. They felt good. Kagami humored him with tensing one or two of them when he passed them. It was a fun game, seeing which of them his partner could control at will. The stomach was heaven too. Such greatly defined abs, they were beautiful. After fully enjoying them – he even bent down to kiss them, ignoring the rising erection underneath as long as Kagami wasn't intend on pushing him down – he changed to the backside to explore the broad shoulders he always liked looking at. Close up he liked them just a well. The muscles in Kagami's neck were hard as steel, flowing into his deltoids which were highly trained from all those dunks. The middle was relaxed before his lumbal muscles felt like stone again. Kuroko did not even have one muscle as firm as this in his body. And those … he shyly looked at Kagami who only smiled over his shoulder and hummed. “Can I touch those?” He poked on of Kagami's gluteals. “Sure. Do you want me out of the boxershorts?” Yes, definitely. It wasn't like they gave any kind of protection, this touching thing was all Kagami's indulgence. If he was to be fucked into this mattress, having the other naked would be a lot less humiliating. When his former teammates had gangraped him, they had not even taken off their clothes, just took turns. He'd rather feel Kagami's skin and smell his Alpha scent. It would be a lot more bearable. Kagami lowered the boxers and laid down on his stomach, fully relaxed with Kuroko above him. Cool. This was a vulnerable position for Alphas and required trust. He liked that thought. His hands found those amazing gluteals. What did Alphas want with Omegas? They had such amazing bodies, choosing another Alpha seemed like a much better choice. He totally understood Takao. That one was even … wait, if Midorima was pregnant, did that really mean that a Beta had fucked an … oh wow. Midorima must really love Takao. Alphas never let themselves be dominated except if the other was a higher Alpha. Aomine had sometimes dominated Kise. Akashi could have dominated all of them but he never had an interest in them. Come to think of it, he never had an interest in Kuroko as well. The most they ever got to was sucking Akashi's cock because the other got off on the power displays. Back to the present, he was just touching Kagami's behind and the other let him. That was huge. It also felt nice. If he was allowed now, maybe he could dig his finger in them when Kagami pounded into him. He imagined that would feel nice. And those beautiful thighs, he loved them. Maybe he could massage them from now on after games. He loved their feel. “Can you turn?” He was surprised by his own question. Kagami simply did what he was asked, rolling onto his back. Kuroko's eyes flitted upwards for a second. Okay. Not Murasakibara but bigger than Aomine. He could most likely take that if they kept to two or three times, afterwards it would hurt. Omegas had an amazing lubrication but there was a limit to his body's function. The lube on the nightstand was actually reassuring. Back to those thighs. They felt amazing. Firm muscles and a sliver of fat above them – which made them nicer, he remembered last year when Kagami was nothing but skin, muscle and bones. He ended up between the other's legs, drawing lines on his hips and admiring his abs again. “Do you want me to suck your cock?” The position kind of suggested that. “Do you want to? Don't think about what I want, what is it you would like to do?” The redhead asked back, clearly aroused but in control. Hm, that was nice. Deciding about what he wanted was good. Now that he thought about it, he wanted Kagami to get off, so he might be a bit less frantic later. But he also wanted a taste of him. His cock did look nice, even if it would most likely bring him pain later. What better way to get friendly with something than to touch and kiss? If Kagami was able to keep his hands to himself, this might actually be fun. What he did not like about cocksucking was the choking part when an Alpha grabbed his head and simply used him as if he did not have to breath. So Kagami wanted him to say what he wanted ... could he say that? Kagami had not gotten mad when he told him about the hunts, the rapes and abortions, so … he could try, right? The other seemed like a pretty save person. He looked up and said: “I want to … is it alright to ask you … I mean, would it be okay if you did not touch my head while I do that?” “I'll try my best.” Kagami lifted his arms behind his head. “If I do something you don't want, use your teeth. Just don't bite off my cock, please. But you are allowed to hurt me if I hurt you.” Oh, wow. That one time he had tried that with Aomine, the other had beaten him until he could not move anymore. Afterwards when Aomine got too overexcited, Kuroko had simply welcomed unconsciousness. It was better than hurting, even if it meant going far, far away in that moment when all his survival instincts screamed at him to make it stop, to breath, to do anything to dislodge that thing from his throat. He took a deep breath and began with a lick. Salty. Musky. Not exactly pleasant. He had had worse but it wasn't horrible. Akashi had been best in that regard, he had drunk a multitude of organic juices which made his sperm taste sugary. Murasakibara had been worst with his penchant for garlic. He should buy Kagami juice if they would do this more often. He licked the entire shaft up and down, rolling the testes in their sacks, before he nipped and sucked on the hardening member. Kagami seemed to appreciate what he did, so he hummed against the hot flesh. “I see why this is everyone's favorite” Kagami mumbled. Kuroko licked up back to the tip before he asked: “You never had a blow-job before?” The other blushed, averted his gaze and said: “I am a virgin, you know? I watched some porn but other than that, I don't know what we are doing here. So feel free to teach me what you like, I don't have any preferences yet.” Gods, Kagami was so cute. Kuroko grinned and kissed the penis. His soon-to-be-mate really wanted him to be in control. He was so used to being an object for others, this was amazing but also scary. What did he like? He did not know at all. He liked to be gently penetrated and whispered words of love to. Kise had sometimes done that, that had been nice. Even Aomine had sometimes done that. He had liked sucking Akashi's cock while the other stroked his cheek, not forcing but encouraging him. He liked to be kissed between his shoulder blades. He definitely liked to be fingered, Kise had done that before the double-penetrations. He remembered that one time Murasakibara had tongued him, that had been strange first but … well, yeah, it had been nice. And it had always been nice to be hugged and carried around. Midorima had often done that when he was bleeding and/or unable to walk after Aomine was through with him. Not wonder the green-haired still hated the other with a vengeance. Those thoughts came up and tuned out again while he bobbed his head up and down in Kagami's lap. It most likely wasn't nice to think about others while sucking your soon-to-be-mate's cock but he could not tune out the memories completely. The pleasant ones distracted him from the one's not so pleasant which lurked just behind, eager to break through and ruin this moment. Kagami's scent also kept him anchored in reality. He liked the noises he could draw from the other. After the other had flexed his legs, Kuroko had put his an arm around each of them, feeling those nice muscles under his fingers while he swallowed down the other's cock. If he was honest, he would like to have Kagami's hand stroke his cheek but he feared being choked too much. Stroking someone's hair was too close to using it to forcefully guide someone's head. “Kuroko, I- I'm-” Coming? He drew back his head and let the other come on his face. He knew that was nearly as good as swallowing, so Kagami would most likely like it. And really, he did not want to swallow bad-tasting sperm. If this was some kind of let's-do-what-Kuroko-wants-event, this was a nice solution. He licked his lips clean at least before he climbed a bit higher to announce: “I'm finished.” Kagami took one look at his face before he groaned and threw a hand over his eyes. Oh. Maybe he found his come on Kuroko's face disgusting. He had not thought about that. The redhead mumbled: “Please clean your face. I fear I'll pin you down and ravish you if I look at that again.” Oh. So that was shaking Kagami's resolve. “Okay” he said and fished for a cleenex on the nightstand. “Wait!” Kagami suddenly said and grabbed his upper arms, though he still kept his eyes closed. “Uhm … I know that's a strange request but would you make a selfie of yourself with my phone beforehand? It does look great after all.” A selfie? Well … okay. He got off the bed to fish the phone out of Kagami's discarded trousers. After he made one, he said: “You won't show this to anyone, will you?” “No, that's only for myself.” The redhead groaned. “Damn, just thinking about that selfie makes me hard again.” Kuroko cleaned his face and discarded the used cleenex in the bin beside the bed. Cleenex and a bin right beside the bed … he had an idea what Kagami would use that selfie for. That was alright. Being wanking material sounded fine. Kuroko had to smile when he climbed back onto the bed. He stroked the already newly hardened penis with one finger before asking: “So what do we do next?” “I'm the virgin here, I don't have a clue” Kagami answered, peaking at him before fully opening his eyes again. “What else do you like?” Well, to be completely honest, he wanted Kagami inside of him. He felt the slick between his thighs and the itch to be filled, even if it would hurt. But maybe it wouldn't. Kagami had a wonderful control. Akashi had never fucked him but he had always wondered how it would be with someone who did not lose his sanity in the act. Kise had come close, it hadn't always been bad. Maybe Kagami would not hurt him. “Do you think you could finger me without losing control?” He felt bold enough to ask. “Finger?” Kagami looked up with a questioning gaze. “What do I do with my fingers?” “Uhm” Kuroko blushed. Oh god. Should he really explain that? How should he explain that? “I mean … your fingers … inside me?” “Here?” Kagami led one hand caress the other's thigh in an upward motion. “Yeah … there.” His whole face felt red. This was embarrassing. But it would feel a lot better if Kagami would loosen him up a bit before he entered. “One, then two, then three. So it doesn't hurt later.” “Oh, sure.” The other nodded. “That makes sense.” His cheeks and ears were also red though. “Erm, should I help you with the pants?” “No, it's alright.” Kuroko slipped off the bed again and stepped out of his trousers and boxers in one go. He nearly returned to bed before he remembered to take off his socks as well. Completely naked, he returned while the other stared at him as if mesmerized. “You're beautiful” Kagami blurted out. Kuroko just blushed again. He sat next to the other and asked: “How should I- how do you want me?” “How do you like it?” The other asked back. Gods, he didn't know. He liked to be taken from behind but it scared him if he could not see the other. Lying down sounded too defenseless, not that he could actually defend against anything here. He could ride Kagami but- actually, why not? That sounded best. He pressed against the other's chest, getting the other back onto his back. The redhead followed his instructions, not questioning any of what happened. Kuroko considered sitting on the other but then fingering would be hard and at a difficult angle. Maybe he should kneel? It would be a lot like being taken from behind, just with being able to see Kagami. Yes, that sounded good. He knelt above Kagami's upper body, lifting the redhead's right hand to his behind before leaning forward, supporting himself with his arms right beside the other's head. “Shouldn't I use lube?” Kagami asked in concern. “No, I'm slick, thank you.” The other already felt that with his probing index finger. By now Kuroko's whole cleft had filled with slick. Just a bit more, he would begin to drip. Being an Omega had it's perks after all. The index finger pressed against his anal ring before slipping in without resistance. An Alpha's smell made him loosen up, slick and sensitive. He felt the finger probe deeper and deeper, rubbing his prostate after a few centimeters. “More, please, another” He begged. Kagami groaned. When Kuroko opened his eyes to look at him, he saw the redhead wanking while alternating his gaze between the blue-haired's face and his hips. Another finger was added, giving him a nice stimulus. Kuroko began to push back against them with a moan. Yes, fingering was very nice. “Scissor them” Kuroko advised or rather ordered. The redhead did so, loosening him up until he could add a third one. When he did, he gave off a long moan, splattering his stomach with his own come. The Omega noticed but decided not to break his rhythm. Those fingers were great, even if something longer would be nice as well. But even an Alpha had a refractory period. Maybe. Kagami still looked at him with fully blown pupils. He looked down, seeing a half-hard cock under all the sperm. That sperm looked great on his abs. Kuroko moaned when the other curled one of his fingers, pressing down on his prostate. A second later his come joined Kagami's. “I could do this forever” The redhead mumbled while he watched him pant. “I need a moment.” Kuroko fell back, taking deep breaths. Kagami smelled his fingers, giving one a cautious lick and saying: “I expected to be disgusted at one point. At least a bit. But all this seems natural somehow.” “Well, I expected you to lose control and you still haven't.” Kuroko robbed up and kissed his Alpha. “I really like that.” “Yeah, you expected me to rape you. I got that. But you have a perfect control over your pheromones. I trust you to keep them under control.” “It's your control that is amazing.” He snuggled up to the other. “I want to try having sex.” “Haven't we had sex?” The redhead sounded confused. Kuroko simply grabbed a condom and held it in front of Kagami's face. “You really want to? You know, we can wait. We don't have to do it today.” The other turned to his side to look at Kuroko. “Please put that on and enter me while I am this relaxed and loose.” He kissed the Alpha. “Now.” “Now?” Even though he asked, Kagami was already fully hard again. Alphas, really. Aomine had been the same, taking him three to four times before he was satisfied. He had been the worst though. “Okay.” Kagami unpacked the condom, turning it in front of his face before he seemed to get how to use it correctly. “Should I arouse you a bit first?” “Kagami, just like you don't have a refractory period as an Alpha, I am aroused by your smell and arousal. My body reacts to yours. When you get hard, I do the same.” “O… kay.” The other rolled above him. “Like this?” Kuroko spread his legs and dug his fingers into Kagami's ass just like he had wanted to do all this time. The other took that as an answer, positioned himself and slid into him in one smooth motion. It did not hurt at all, it felt like Kagami belonged there. “Please move” Kuroko said, nearly begged. “I thought I wanted this gently but right now I'd rather you pound me through the headboard.” Kagami groaned. The penis in him pulsed and hardened further. The other complied with his request and began moving, first tentative, then surer with every stroke. Kuroko complimented him with moans. God, this was great. This was how Kagami felt, smelt – he surged up – tasted … this was how it should be. No tears, no begging, simply enjoying the high his body took. They reached their climax in no time, falling back to the bed panting and exhausted. At least Kuroko felt exhausted. Kagami pulsed inside him, lying on him and nearly taking away his ability to breath. “Please move, Kagami” He requested with his nearly gone breath. The other rolled aside, mumbling an apology and cleaned himself up. After throwing away the condom and cleenex, he took another condom. “I'm beat” Kuroko whinged unhappily. “Give me a break.” “Pretty please? You lie down, I do all the work?” Kagami tried to persuade him. “Calm down for five minutes. Take a deep breath. No, better, get me something to drink.” “Okay.” The Alpha stood, climbed over him and hopped over their clothing. “Water or Pocari?” “Pocari would be appreciated.” Kuroko closed his eyes. Just for a moment. At least that was what he told himself. When he woke, it was dark outside, the Pocari was right in front of him on the nightstand. Kagami was not in bed though. He moved a leg but felt alright. So the redhead had not exploited his unconscious state – not that he had expected that. He felt his neck and found it unblemished. Just like Kagami had predicted, he felt hot though. So he really was going into heat. That was a good enough reason for his Alpha not to stay with him. Kagami would have gone crazy lying next to him. He sat up and drank the Pocari. Well, the choice was made. Like this, he would not be able to go anyway. If he left the flat, Alphas would hunt him. In a few hours, no self-control in this world would hold Kagami back. And except for throwing out the Alpha without a key, there was no way he could put enough distance between them. He should ask Kagami to mate with him now before his scent became too much for the other. He stood, took a deep breath and dressed in one of Kagami's long t-shirts before he left the room. When he did not find the other in the living room, he called: “Kagami?” “Bathroom” The other called back. “Okay. Will you come back to bed?” He went to stand in front of the bathroom door. “Do you want me to? I will bite you for sure.” This was said in a normal voice which made it hard to hear through the door. “Yes, I want you to. I want to be yours.” “But there's no turning back. There is only one mate for an Omega. Are you really sure? What if I fail you somehow?” Kagami seemed to stand on the other side of the closed door, looking at it just like Kuroko. “You said you will be the best in Japan. You became that. Why do you suddenly doubt yourself?” “Relationships are something else than basketball.” He seemed to smile though. It carried in his voice. “Relationships take two, you know? I'll be by your side” Kuroko promised. He heard the other take a deep breath. So they really felt the same. They were starting into another adventure. The door handle was pushed down, the door opened. The red eyes looked at him uncertainly. “Kagami Taiga, will you be my mate?” He asked with a smile. The other smiled back and whispered: “Yes.” Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)